Howdy blogosphere! Its been quite awhile since I have blogged! Lets see, what has been going on in Elli’s World…
Well firsty lirsty, lets start off with the weekend:
Friday, we got out of school early. I worked my butt off the night before to pull 4 A’s out of my ass. My parents have been all over the grades this year, so I actually tried this time. Though, I still think that you have to just get lucky in that class. But, my teacher did thank me for getting all my stories in on time… which is pretty cool. SO FRIDAY, i went home on Katlyn’s bus with doddette and Chloe. We chilled at her house for awhile then, we went to get her tattoo!! It was so cool watching! The place was interesting and the artist was hilarious. She said it didn’t even hurt.
Then, I went to Chill with the Chill kids at the Kimpton talent show. That was pretty interesting. But I have to say, I did enjoy myself. I love those kids!
AFTER THAT, I came home for like 5 minutes to find word people dispersing. I wasn’t going to go to Fast & Furious but Jordan offered to take me so I was like “what the hell…” But, that was pretty fun. I definitely fell asleep but it was still a good movie… kinda.
SATURDAY, I got home at 2 and crashed. I woke up at 10:50. Carrie came at 11. We set up the amazing race for Word. It was crazy setting up, a real brain fart on my part.That took awhile. I got home at like 3?? Then crashed again. I woke up for CT, la de da, arrived and wore my amazing aviators. 🙂 Keith’s teaching was pretty sweet. Though the whole time I had the Beatles song “Revolution” stuck in my head. At least it was a little relevant. But, I do want to be revolutionary. I think Word is doing a very sweet job at it, too.
After CT; Carrie, Lauren and I had to deal with the phone calls from the teams. Evan, Rich, Jon, Carlell… ‘s team ended up winning. We had some problems with a missing clue so that screwed up a lot of things.
So after, most of the girls slept at Anele’s. I was so tired though!! It was still fun!
SUNDAY, I walked home and did my laundry… then I had nothing else to do so I slept. No one was home so I just doodled around th rest of the day. Adi finally came home at 8 and we went out to ice cream… I got pop. Then, we watched THE fast and THE furious. I left with Asta, Anele and Adam earlier cause i was still tired. Then I was so tired, I couldn’t fall asleep.
That was the spectacular weekend of Elli. Through this time, I had a lot of thoughts floating around my head. One of which was confrontation. I was thinking a lot about confronting a friend, but after praying I decided to wait after I read the word and find out some more stuff. If I did it now, I’m afraid it will be from anger rather than love.
Another was another friend. Lets call her Sally. Well, I haven’t talked with her in over a month and its become weird between us, even when I pass her in the hall. This sounds so stupid but it totally destroyed me, well almost. I thought it would just continue like this. Our past hasn’t been too… graceful. After awhile, she got mad at me and thats when she stopped speaking. She meant a lot to me. I held he opinion and friendship very high–too high. I spent so much time thinking about her and her friends and her ways. So, when she got mad, I tried everything to ”win her back.” Until I was fed up with it. I finally decided it wasn’t worth it. If Sally doesn’t want me anymore, I won’t bother her. I still prayed and thought but more out of worry for her life.
Then, after a long while–a month–she came back in my life. She never answered my texts but, she did yesturday. I’m still unsure. Can I get myself to be nice to her? She hates me… and she broke my heart. I want to forgive her but I don’t know if I will lose what my real is significance again… I don’t want to and I’m weak. I mean I want to help ‘her’ but I can’t if i go back to thinking the way I was. Yeah, so… thats that.
But, its been pretty sweet lately. I like it.